今日僕は自殺をします

When I woke up this morning, instead of my usual melancholy I felt refreshed.
Even the blue sky that used to be too dazzling for me to look at gave off the scent of a warm sea breeze.
My heart feels strangely at peace.
Today, I'm going to commit suicide.
I had always thought about doing it, but I finally made up my mind last night.